Self-awareness. Knowing who you are at every possible level is important. The picture in my head, who I am, is most often not the image people have of me. Many see me as an inspiration source how to live a life. I myself perceive more as a human being is constantly changing. Sometimes even lazy and does not take much seriousness. Perhaps I will retire seriously and end all projects. I know I will never succeed with this but the thought is there. The passion for making people grow is too big. I know that the more I can learn how I work out in the world, the more I can reach different people on earth. I constantly change my notice board that is between me and people reading on my board. Moves over so different texts get different places. Changes words and images all the time. Not to confuse but I have different focus in different periods. We (me and an art friend) are almost completely done with one of the elements of our tour. Maybe music video will be released next week … and it’s just a taste of the entire program that will be about 40 minutes. The fit for music video is an abstract wedding and this week I have started a new project, which is about creating tools so 1000 CP (Cerebral Palsy) can marry next year. So if you’re CP-injured or know someone who wants to learn how to get a life’s partner with a CP injury, please let me know. Back to my question Who are you? Have you really learned this? Interviewed people in your environment how they perceive you? The more you know what you’re sending out for signals, the more opportunity you have to change what you really want to send to the recipient that meets you. Are you perceived as silent, shy or outraged, with great appearance? You may have a system publicly but it’s really this message you want to broadcast. I was the clown and played the role of clown when I was out for many years. I understood this after a while and then I changed. I played the clown to reach people so they would understand that I had equal value and not focus on my CP. But this was not the person I was. I’m far too serious and think just too serious really boring thoughts. Such as how people get up now so that they have access to all this amazing life on the planet. There are few people who told me I’m too serious. Either this is because people do not dare say what they see or I’m not perceived as serious !!!
How are you thinking of this week’s thoughts?