Have I done that I should … or I’m waiting for life to start ….
Almost every day I sit and see the waves pour in over the beach in Ban Phe, Thailand. My private beach .. no people and tourists, I see, rarely here. Not even the high season, there are people on this beach …. Private to me.
Every day the waves different. Right now high for being here, about 1.5 meters. Roar when pushed down on the beach. About a week ago full of large jellyfish, now no. Big disgusting jelly lumps, as I see it, the Thai picks for eating.
This week, just a beautiful beach, with shimmering sun rays in water waves. Time for reflection this beach is perfect. That’s why I’m here. I never freezes as I sit here. Approximately 30-35 degrees’ year around.
In the evening I sit. I reckon fishing boats green light on the horizon. 20 pieces, sometimes with 35 boats light.
This means that I am ready to take the next steps for the day. Full of energy to flow out of new challenges and to position I have not yet experienced.
The years have taught me that things take time to implement. My focus is on music right now. But the time it takes.
So complicated but it is not. Adjusting the EQ’s (equalizer) frequency span and pushing the different instruments at different frequencies, so it does not clash, is like balancing a stick on his nose. When the pin is in place, it is easy to stand still.